i am supposed to be studying
but after pathetic one hour of studying.
i continued my slacking):

no mood, no motivation, i promised i will study tonite.
oh great, it already tonite. alright make it midnight den.
i studied very well during midnight since secondary school.
weird but i can absorb more as compared studying in the noon,
perhap it quieter and cooler. the weather is bloody hot in the afternoon.
my brain cant work under that condition. i not feeling very good oso.
shall see whether i will study.

12 more days , i will see light once again(:




sometime i dun see happiness): i am feeling rather lonely this days. or izzit very. i dun like the feeling. i tends to think a lot when i am alone. thats why i dun like it.